Bullet

Hey
It's me again
It's been so long
And like so much has changed Without you
I like to lie and say my life isn't the same
And it's so great without you here
But I'm lying to myself man
I wish
I could just hear your voice again
And it's just like time keeps going so fast
And I feel like, the bond we had
I can't find it nowhere else
Nobody's gonna be there
Like you were there
Nobody's gonna care
Like you care
And it just hurts me
Because I know I fucked up
And you know that I'm sorry
I'm so fucking sorry

Just like a bullet to the head
You shot me dead
I'm lying on the floor
Like a bloody mess
And I hate myself
That I can confess
And it's so hard
Being alone again
And I know
You turned my heart
So cold
I keep holding my breath
But I can't waste it
I'm always pulling back
With my hands tied
You thought you had a chance?
But I let it slide
And your bad for me
I'm not fucking blind
Oh oh oh
You turned my world so cold
You turned it so cold
Oh nah nah nah nah
Ohhh oh oh
You break my heart
From worlds away
And I'll sit here and cry
Trying to escape
I walk with the wind
Far away from this place
And I'll never understand
Why you left me

Just like a bullet to the head
You shot me dead
I'm lying on the floor
Like a bloody mess
And I hate myself
That I can confess
And it's so hard
Being alone again
And I know
You turned my heart
So cold
You turned it so cold

You left me in the cold
These rainbows don't see their own
Colours no more
I'm like a black and white picture
I thought I'd fit in clearer
I watch you in the mirror
I thought I'd see it clearer

Just like a bullet to the head
You shot me dead
I'm lying on the floor
Like a bloody mess
And I hate myself
That I can confess
it's so hard
Being alone again
And I know
You turned my world
So cold
Just like a bullet to my brain
This shit it drives me insane
I wish
I didn't even know your name
We're strangers again
And it looks like to me
I am my only friend