Weaponless Scream, Laughter Unseen

Almost every day I have nightmares of me screaming out my anger at people who have put me through traumatic events
Traumatic events
I can’t take revenge on them directly in the real world
Fuck you
After having that nightmare, I awoke tired and angry
Then I tried to go back to sleep by suggesting myself to have another dream, another dream
Guided by my therapist, how I created utopia as my safe place
Complete with my favorite foods and imaginary friend
Almost every day I have nightmares of me screaming out my anger
After having that nightmare, I awoke tired and angry
(garbled mumbles)
Oh fuck
Hey you
Oh why aren’t you laughing
Oh why aren’t you laughing
Oh why aren’t you laughing
Oh
I’m gonna eat your head
I’m gonna eat your head
I’m gonna eat your head
Gonna eat your head
Why aren’t you laughing
No
No
So
Dead