The Escape

Another fall to keep the sunshine out of sight.
Another wrong just to forget how to be right.
Another mourning 'cause I can't escape the night.
You know me well, but I still got a place to hide.

A new beginning takes me closer to the end.
Shivering fingers lost their grip on this old pen.
How did it come to this, I can't remember when.
Please take me back, it was so simple way back then.

Am I too scared to move on?
Are we ending up alone?
You can put me down, never shut me up.
Until I'm on my own.

Won't put my blame on what I'd call a broken home.
Heart-breaking memories when she hung up the phone.
The only reason for this misery is me.
Cause what I long for is a reason to believe.
I'm much too old now to complain just like you did.
I should have spoken up when I was just a kid.
'Cause now the only voice I hear inside my head,
Is filled with silence that I scream with every breath.

Am I too scared to move on?
Are we ending up alone?
You can put me down, never shut me up.
Until I'm on my own.

I am not a victim can't you see.
Don't you go and blame no one but me.
Better safe than sorry I believe.
A wounded cause from all these memories.