Imperfection
Hook (Glou)
Why I gotta live without (live without)
Why can’t I figure it out (figure it out)
Why do I gotta struggle through all this pain
I am no saint
I am not sane
I’m saying
Verse 1 (T-Burk)
I don’t know if I’ll ever get over this depression
I don’t if I’ll ever learn my lesson
In class I never paid attention
My career I’m always stressing
See all my peers on Instagram flexing
But I try to remember this lifes a blessing
My life I been testing
couple times I should of died
So I’m thinking that I’m suppose to be alive
Been through the roughest times
And I still survived
Tryna to do music and a job full time
I’m trynna provide
These problems trying to divide
Trying to decide
The meaning of the life
And where I’m suppose to be
When it’s night
And if I’m suppose to see
Is life really this deep
Wanna dive in the water but I’m scared to sink
Always awake and never asleep I always over think
Scared I won’t make it to my dreams if I’m not asleep
Hook (Glou)
Why I gotta live without (live without)
Why can’t I figure it out (figure it out)
Why do I gotta struggle through all this pain
I am no saint
I am not sane
I’m saying
Verse 2 (T-Burk)
Been having bad times lately
Praying to god hoping he can save me
Trying to stay aware in case he page me
Demons in my head I think there tryna face me
Trying to be a good boyfriend hope she don’t replace me
Take cbd for the mental thoughts just keep racing
Ocd taking over my brain
Not even noficain can numb the pain
Just keep writing till I figure out what I’m trying to say
This music thing really be stressing me out
I don’t know what I’ll do if I don’t make it out
Just a anxiety adhd kid who dropped out
Want if my next shit really flops out
4 years in money in debt what am I suppose to do now
Some times I feel like throwing in the towel
I take a inch just to give a mile
I’m looking for forever
For someone to stay awhile
Someone to get through the weather
Hook (Glou)
Why I gotta live without (live without)
Why can’t I figure it out (figure it out)
Why do I gotta struggle through all this pain
I am no saint
I am not sane
I’m saying
Verse 3 (JayBird the Prime)
People come
People go
But some things stayed the same
Like my dark thoughts
And my depression
Guess some things don’t change
I’ve Been waiting
Been patient
For something
To happen
But now I know that no one‘s on my side so I have to find my own way
Been on this road for so long
That it feels like my home
Got people who love me but I feel so alone
I think my time has come
No longer see the sun
There’s no where for me to go
I’m on my own