Medication

I never expected it would hurt like that
Writing about you just makes me sad
Guess I should have left my heart locked in

Does it satisfy you to know I'm tainted
Poisoned, shamed
I'm acquainted with your noxious ego, your twisted mind

And where do I get medication for your spite
My wounds get deeper with each lie
But maybe if I stopped and let myself cry
I could heal things right

Could take you every month
Cause girl, you were my medicine
And every word I write
Takes me back to those
Last few days that felt like months, girl you don't even know
So much has changed I don't think I'll ever feel the same

And where do I get medication to make things right
Takes more than I have to see things in your light
Guess I just have to stop and make myself try
Gotta change my side

Down deep I'm begging you to show
Down deep I'm hoping you'll come home
Down deep I can see you changing
Down deep I wish we could make it

I know you know it went too far
You were my medication
You know I know it's over and done
Oh I need medication
You were my medication

I never expected it would hurt like that
Writing about you just makes me sad
Guess I should have left my heart locked in

Does it satisfy you to know I'm tainted
Poisoned, shamed
I'm acquainted with your noxious ego, your twisted mind