I'm Not Okay (feat. Shiki XO)

I'm not okay, I'm not alright
I know you see all the pain in my eyes
You're what I want, you're who I need
Got all these cuts on my wrist where I bleed
I fucked it up, I lost your trust
Do not believe in love, but I believe in us
But, now you're gone, you've moved on
And, I let all of the pain out in my songs
You're gone, you moved on, and I'm still right here
Baby, give me a second so I can dry those tears
I'm not alright, I don't remember what I said to you
Baby I been walking round like I'm bulletproof
Wait, all of my friends started dying from drugs I did back in the day
Everyone talking shit up on the Twitter, but catch 'em in traffic, got nothing to say
And I still remember when I tried to die, baby look at me now, got a couple of plays
And I live in LA, and I'm getting paid, but since you been gone, no, I ain't been okay
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
I know you see all the pain in my eyes
You're what I want, you're who I need
Got all these cuts on my wrist where I bleed
I fucked it up, I lost your trust
Do not believe in love, but I believe in us
But, now you're gone, you've moved on
And, I let all of the pain out in my songs
I'm all alone, been here before
Trust me this ain't love, girl, this is torture
Laying low, I'm on my own
And, I can't stand living in paranoia
I'm not okay, I'm not alright
I know you see all the pain in my eyes
You're what I want, you're who I need
Got all these cuts on my wrist where I bleed
I fucked it up, I lost your trust
Do not believe in love, but I believe in us
But, now you're gone, you've moved on
And, I let all of the pain out in my songs