​standing at your doormat

[Chorus]
You should of never tried to control me
I wanted you to hold me
Now your cold to me
Now you're cold to me
I'm missing you
Thinking about you is taboo
I guess its true
I guess its true love dies fast
Drinking and driving, swerve and crash
Everything dies fast
Everything dies fast
Its my birthday
I'm popping pills to numb the pain
Drinking shots to my brain
Its not the life I wanna live
But I feel it all

[Verse 1]
I remember it all
I remember the love we had back in fall
Its not the life I wanna live
But I feel it all
I feel it all
Me and you walking around the mall
Now I'm standing at your door mat
At your door mat
Wishing you would come back
Wishing I would look back
Wishing things weren't bad
And I wasn't sad
But I'm down low
Knowing you'rе with him

[Interlude]
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

[Verse 2]
Wishing I would look back
Wishing things weren't bad
And I wasn't sad
But I'm down low
Knowing you're with him
And I'm on my own
I should forgivе you for leaving
But I won't
Standing at your doormat in the rain
With a lump in my throat
Trying to come up with the words
To take back the words I said
Everything I ever said
Everything you said
Can't get your voice out my head
Everything led to this point
And I'm coughing at the light of this joint
I'm standing outside your door in the rain
Wishing you would come back
Wishing you would come back