​perception

[Intro]
(You're not sad again, are you splashgvng?)

[Verse 1]
It's all about the perception of everyone around me
I want validation but in reality it doesn't mean shit
So sit down, it'll be quick
Talk about what you really wanna feel
Tell me the wounds that you need to heal
People will kill to get a deal but i really fucking want this
I'll do anything
I want everyone to be proud of me
But did anyone ever give a fuck about me?

[Chorus]
Nothing ever feels right
Is this really real life?
Don't you wanna be here tonight?
Am I feeling the samе vibe?
Nothing ever feels right
Is this rеally real life?
It doesn't feel right
Maybe it's all the lights
Maybe it's all the drugs

[Verse 2]
I still love you
And I still wanna be a part of your life
I still love you
And I still need you to know
Yuh, I hid my face from everyone
Didn't go outside
Kept everything on the inside for so long
And I didn't want anyone to know who I am
No one can recognize me anymore
I got hit up from friends the other day and they said I changed
Like, why?
I kept it all inside
Like, why?
I hid my face from everyone
I didn't go outside
Kept everything on the inside, yeah
For so long

[Chorus]
Nothing ever feels right
Is this really real life?
Don't you wanna be here tonight?
Am I feeling the same vibe?
Nothing ever feels right
Is this really real life?
It doesn't feel right
Maybe it's all the lights
Maybe it's all the drugs

[Outro]
Fall's coming and I barely made it through the summer
Maybe I'll learn from my mistakes
It's all about the perception
The perception
The perception
The perception
The perception of who I am
The perception