​broken boy

[Chorus]
Back in my head again
I'm a fucking burden
Relapse on these drugs again
I'm not the same anymore
I guess I'm just gonna self harm
I loved you so much
I got your name in ink on my arm
I hate seeing you cry
It makes me wanna fucking die
I hate seeing the tears in your eyes
But I'm sick of your fucking lies
I told you once I'm not good at goodbyes

[Verse]
I created this hell
I'm the only one to blame
I created this hell
I put my self through this shame
I'm sorry
We had it all
But I let everything fall apart
Back in fall
I should of called
I should of fucking called
Heartache shouldn't last this long
But here I am
Writing this song
Packing another bowl in my bong
I smoke just to get me through the night
I hate myself so much I wanna die
I just might
I might just end it all tonight
I guess you were right
I feel I'm getting nowhere with my music
I feel like I'm gonna lose it
If I get prescribed Xanax ill abuse it
I hate my voice but I love this music
Please listen to my broken poetry
About me being broken hearted
And talking about where the pain started
I wanna open up
And not do this half hearted
And now my hearts stuck broken
And I'm tired of my tears soaking my floor
I'm stuck in this hallway
No exit at the end of the corridor
I wish I could of given her more
But nothing lasts forever
And I have been falling apart since last September
And I haven't been happy since I could remember
I sit in the dark, the only thing lighting me up is the ember at the end of my blunt
Its been a hell of a month
I guess my depression finally won
I guess it finally won

[Outro]
I smoke just to get me through the night
I hate myself so much I wanna die
I just might
I might just end it all tonight
I guess you were right
I'm sorry