Dust Cloud

Dust cloud is covering eyes All stopped everything's blurred It's weirdly cold and so dark It all stopped with a single blast I see your face over the smoke It's been a while I see your face over the smoke It's been a while Hey you're here hey why you look sad? I remember you lying without any words On a coffin with some hyacinths From the backyard We used to watch the sun goes down Look at me mom I'm dying My arm's lying there alone In a corner with all other boys Who have lost their throats I know it's never been a fault of yours I know you even had no chance to save me I know it's been a while it's you it's you I know it's just a fantasy of you It's all your fault your fault Hear me fall as just another soldier But still am I the one to play the baby When you're in front? And no one's left to tease me And no one's gonna see me being Mama's boy for last time being