This Broken Heart (I'm a Mess)

Where did you go
I lost the spark
My fire is burning out

The waves in the moment
Are long forgotten omens
Of who I used to be
But that isn't me

I changed my thinking, I changed my clothes
My attitude, I changed it all
But to no avail, you left me still
I’ve succumbed to times I'm left unfulfilled

I’m a mess, in disguise
I left myself to fly through the anguish of a self-destructive mind
From when you left me so
(Where did you go)

You were my heartbeat, my internal clock
And now my personality is lost
I can’t even sleep from missing the steady rhythm found in my dreams

And if it isn't clear to hear
I'm not talking bout who I've endeared

To this broken heart
Come back to me, don't fall apart
I need you back in my life to see
The drive, the passion, the forbidden keys

This hole in my chest (This hole in my chest)
Is missing its very best
My lungs are screaming out in distress
Over the fact that I’m such a mess (Such a mess)
Without my broken heart laid to rest (Laid to rest)

Emergency (Emergency)
This broken heart is lost, nowhere to be found
No flatline beep (beep beep)
But still no nearby sound

Unlock the puzzles stuck in my brain
Surrounded by cages and chains
But don't wake me up tonight
If I fall asleep and die
I just want my broken heart to conquer what he fears
In my guiding light