Reflection

I didn't ever think that I would feel so all alone
Didn't think that I pretend that I'm good on my own
And I'm sitting there just looking at myself
Looking at myself
In my reflection I see my present
I still see my past
But I don't judge that math
Though everything don't add up
Everything don't add up
I focus on my present
My present
Though im so scared of change
change
Traumas are to blame
Feeling like the times running out
Stuck in the now
Lost in the now
I'm so scared
I never want to let this go
No no no
Never want to regret this life
I don't want to
I don't
I just wanna live my life no ties
I just wanna do my best before the lights die
So I gotta treat me right
Love me right
Hold me tight
And never let go
No no
Love me right
Hold me tight
Never let go
In my reflection I see my present
I still see my past
But I don't judge that math
Though everything don't add up
Everything don't add up
I'll focus on my present
My present
Oh
I had a dream
I never thought I'd see you coming
I had a dream
That you were everything I need
You had a path for me and that's the way im running
I'm still in disbelief