Cold

How do I trust you say you're liking me when I don't even like myself?
Don't really know where I should be or even what to tell myself
Maybe I should kill myself
I don't know what's real right now
Conversation with the mirror made me realize that I'm so

Cold inside, cold inside
I took a deep breath and I nearly passed out
Cold inside, cold inside
I dig a little deeper and I realize my heart is so
Cold inside, cold inside
I took my first step and I nearly fell down
Cold inside, cold inside
How long's it gonna take for me to finally start feeling myself

I'm asking lots of questions and wondering to myself if I
Should have to try or if karma will fix me up alright
I'm putting up resistance to healing myself in hopes that I
Wake up tomorrow
Find out it's all been a joke and I'm not

Cold inside, cold inside
I took a deep breath and I nearly passed out
Cold inside, cold inside
I dig a little deeper and I realize my heart is so
Cold inside, cold inside
I took my first step and I nearly fell down
Cold inside, cold inside
How long's it gonna take for me to finally start feeling myself

People started noticing things are not what they've always been
Eyes seem to be opening
Am I fine or just barely coping?
Is this something that I could just try and change?
Is this me or could it be there's something wrong in my brain

Cold inside, cold inside
I took a deep breath and I nearly passed out
Cold inside, cold inside
I dig a little deeper and I realize my heart is so
Cold inside, cold inside
I took my first step and I nearly fell down
Cold inside, cold inside
How long's it gonna take for me to finally start feeling myself