Fighting With Myself

If everyday gon be the same then I shut down I fade away
Everything feel fine today but I still gon find the dark place, like I should be so happy, backseat driver thats me, life clashing, im classic, im new-school, im dashing

Got my fam divided, I sensed that, I timed it, I know shit that they don’t know but I keep that behind closed doors
If that shit gon open I swear its gon fucking hurt more
If that shit gon open I swear its gon fucking (look)

Who said I should be that, Set my rules, u know that, fighting with my own damn self
Figure Ill get out soon, shake off the bad mood, fighting with my own damn self
Loosen out the tie, relax and sit by, fighting with my own damn self
Reset the bad, at peace with my past swear im fighting with my own damn self

A new start can breed life in me
But soon everything, will turn to enemy, I ride for me my family-yea
Is you after me-ah, you aint catching me-nah, you aint stopping me-nah

Boose shaken my damn chakras, im off balance
Fair to say my family aint the proudest
Tryna find a path to the cash off straight talent
Fair to say the best aint the loudest (look)

AF1, my favourite shoe, currently
Hop out the whip fit strong still it hurts in me
Carry round my bag and the flight attendent got mad at me, its overweight, too much hate to vacate, made from white shake, I look at myself better when I play another character, swear its my best strength, tears up my essence, it comes with the best taste but leaves in a bad Manner, lil kid got the mad power, could shake up the power tower, remember them dark days to contrast the bright ones, repping them dark shades to shadow the bright sun, homies the same age be fighting with real guns, I grew up with freedom, they grew up with tension, I grew up with more shit, they grew up with lesser, but this is my chance really I hope it gon save some
Hope it gon save some I hope it can save some, yea yea

Who said I should be that, Set my rules, u know that, fighting with my own damn self
Figure Ill get out soon, shake off the bad mood, fighting with my own damn self
Loosen out the tie, relax and sit by, fighting with my own damn self
Reset the bad, at peace with my past swear im fighting with my own damn self