I know that u won't change, but

I know we're better off
Without each other in our lives
But I wish you were right here
So I could hold you one last time
I lost the count of all the lows
But how good were all the highs
No need to talk and fuck this up
Just hold my hand so I can say goodbye
Goodbye
I told you "Please don't call me, I can't make it"
'Cause every time we make up
You just go ahead and break it
It's been months, you are gone
So are our tiring fights
I know that you won't change but damn,
The thought that you might
I knew I felt something that day,
When the snow was falling from the sky
Now what's falling's tears from my eyes in a hot day of July
And people ask me how I am
And I just fake a smile
'Cause how am I supposed to admit
I've never said goodbye
My heart broke when I saw you smiling next to her
I never thought you moving on would make me feel this hurt
I called my best friend crying on your birthday babe
Cause I knew I still loved you
I know I'm such a fool
Wish I could say I don't cry anymore for you
But I do, babe
Sometimes I do
I told you "Please don't call me, I can't make it"
'Cause every time we make up
You just go ahead and break it
It's been months, you are gone
So you visit me at night
I know that you won't change but damn,
The thought that you might