i shouldn't have

[Verse 1]
I shouldn't have told you about her
'Cause all I knew was her name
I shouldn't have made her into something she wasn't
And I shouldn't have given you my pain
I shouldn't have found out what happened
'Cause it nearly drove me insane
I shouldn't have said that shit behind your back
And I shouldn't have made you feel like you were under attack
I shouldn't have

[Chorus]
I shouldn't have handled it the way I did, no
Shouldn't have reacted like a little kid, no
Shouldn't have pretended that you don't exist
But it's the only way that I can deal with any of this
I shouldn't have blamed you for mistakes I made, no
I shouldn't have screamed 'til I was blue in the face, no
Shouldn't have forgotten what you did for me
'Cause after all, you set me free

[Verse 2]
Wish I kept control of my anger
Wish I would've cut you a break
Wish I never said you're the worst type of person
We're human and we all make mistakes
Wish I didn't have this compulsion
To speak my mind no matter how much it hurts
But I guess I'm not as noble as everybody says
And I hope you find the love you deserve
I shouldn't have

[Chorus]
I shouldn't have handled it the way I did, no
Shouldn't have reacted like a little kid, no
Shouldn't have pretended that you don't exist
But it's the only way that I can deal with any of this
I shouldn't have blamed you for mistakes I made, no
I shouldn't have screamed 'til I was blue in the face, no
Shouldn't have forgotten what you did for me
'Cause after all, you set me free