Uncontrolled

[Verse 1]
I'm in a place between this earth and hell (Earth and hell)
I'm not quite alright if you can tell (You can tell)

[Refrain]
This battle with these shadows in my head
An endless fight and never ending dread
Right now I only see what I can't attain
No focus and a bunch of mistakes

[Pre-Chorus]
A state I'm too used living in
Nothing's new, I still don't win
Please end this quickly, quickly, quickly

[Chorus]
I don't feel safe
In this place I'm in, I can feel that I can't change
'Cause I, I have lost control
I have lost control
Again and again
Work it out

[Verse 2]
A lack of hope and no self-discipline
Imprisoned and no serotonin
Such a wrack that's been stuck in this place
So many things that I'd wish to embrace

[Pre-Chorus]
A state I'm too used living in
Nothing's new, I still don't win
And it's killing me slowly, slowly, slowly

[Chorus]
I don't feel safe
In this place I'm in I can feel that I can't change
'Cause I, oh I have to stay
For the ones I love and all I strive for
I don't wanna lose control again

[Post-Chorus]
I have lost control again and again
I'm breaking down

[Breakdown]
Head straight through a wall
Looking for a cure
Fuck, I don't wanna do this anymore
Could please just shut up
Shut up
Everything shatters
Nothing matters anymore

[Chorus]
I don't feel safe
In this place I'm in I can feel that I can't change
'Cause I, oh I have to stay
For the ones I love and all I strive for
I, I have lost control
I have lost control again
And again and again and again