i've been fine

I have too many fucking options
I'm lost, then I'm found, then I'm lost again
"This isn't like the last time," cut me off then
Lie in dread so often, bleed myself so often, lying dead so often
When I lie, is when I feel so alive
I love to lie, it's like I have no remorse for the things that I say, it's alright
When I die, let the pain bleed through my eyes
Something so deep, not like mine
Something so hidden I'm fine
I been fine though, regret and my rifle
I brеathe and my eyes closе
I breathe and I look in the sky
I been fine though, regret and my rifle
I breathe and my eyes close
I breathe and I look in the sky where my life goes
I'm draining so slow now
The drain, blood it goes down
I've lost all my hope now
I've fallen alone now, now
(No such thing as happy endings)
(No such thing as happy endings)
(No such thing as happy endings)
(No such thing as happy endings)
No such thing as happy endings
I'm so sick of just pretending
Touch the light, my soul ascending
Break free of the body lent to me
Lent to me
Lent to me
Lent to me