Confessional

Forgive me for my sins, and the next one I'm about to commit
Close my eyes, fateful smile
I won't be back for a long while
My bones are wet with infected blood
A deathwish just waiting to come
Dear father I have sinned
This life has got me pinned, to a wall
Cold brick hits straight to the head
About the time that I'd be dead
We are among you
We are everyone you know
Judgement has called for
This last and final fatal blow
You are being judged
When your eyes are wide shut
What am I supposed to do
When life is on it's knees
Begging me to take it from behind?
I wont repent my sins
I will not give in
I'll just wait here until I fucking die
Every head must bow, every tongue must confess, I am a freak