STUPID
Trapped in my mind
And my brain sick
I don't really think that I can do this - anymore
I don't wanna hold on
I just wanna sit and cry to a sad song
Maybe look up all the lyrics, sing along
Gotta think quick
Cuz I'm losing my mind
And meanwhile my time
Is still slipping me by
And I'm wondering why
Happiness is getting harder to find
Aye, aye
I ain't acting upon opportunities
Things that my life has just thrown at me
I gotta stop acting foolishly
Stack up my dollas, and count up my coins
I cannot think with my loins
I gotta think heart and just follow it
Do what I love face the consequence
"Fuck what you say" should be obvious
Gotta get my meds up
Get my mind right
Get this fucking money
Nothing make me losing sight
I'mma keep my head up
Looking toward the sky, yup
I'mma do it cuz I want it
You can't stop me mother fucker
Lately I'm been feeling extra crazy
But that's the usual
The thoughts deep in my mind
They beat me down it's truly brutal
I think I'm just too scared to lose you
You might see my screws loose
Or the world the way that I do
I'm just too afraid to lose you
Cuz you woulda fucking jumped by now
See the heights that I'm climbing like, don't look down
Oh my god if Jody could see me now
Superman, good neighbor
Just three doors down
Aye
Smoking more weed than I would wanna
Used to get caught up in the drama
Now it's all just pussy pussy pussy marijuana
Aye
I ain't made a milli but I oughtta
Aye
Thoughts of suicide enter my mind
And it's abusive
I'm feeling so much pain and I think that it's conducive
To the weed that I'm blowing
Burn more joints than arthritis
Numb the pain for a day
Know we'll be alright if I could
Gotta get my meds up
Get my mind right
Get this fucking money
Nothing make me losing sight
I'mma keep my head up
Looking toward the sky, yup
I'mma do it cuz I want it
You can't stop me mother fucker
Gotta get my meds up
Get my mind right
Get this fucking money
Nothing make me losing sight
I'mma keep my head up
Looking toward the sky, yup
I'mma do it cuz I want it
You can't stop me mother fucker