Nullifying Tomorrow

In the night hour I wander through the streetlights
This dead city is as bleak as my existence
My senses are numb, tranquilized by my self-abuse
Wishing for each of you to stop breathing

In the coldness of this tortured life
I see more darkness coming
I'm fully aware you think I'm a sick junk
I chose to dismiss my salvation

Nullifying tomorrow, erasing our will to be
Counting down the days, expecting the one when we won't awake
Putting compassion to sleep, heading for a killing spree
A selfish final exit, the only way to set ourselves free

In the coldness of this tortured life
I see more darkness coming
I’m fully aware you think I'm a sick junk
I chose to dismiss my salvation

It's so hard for you to accept
What I say is what I believe in
There's a difference between you and me
You just pretend, I fucking mean it

Let's nullify ourselves
Let's nullify our place in this life