Bad Quitter

maybe you'll regret it but maybe your life is great now
and your two boys did nothing more than slow you down
new years eve 2013, mint martini, my standard whiskey drink
new years eve, the California dream
I watched you dance and laugh, you said you felt complete

i'm not classically trained at nearly anything
all the books i've read led me to no degree
bad quitter
i swear i miss her
i swear i miss her

bohemian queen 2016
vibrant hair and a smile that I believe
summer queen 2018
muted hair and a smile I loved to see

i'm not classically trained at nearly anything
all the books i've read led me to no degree
bad quitter
i swear i miss her
i swear i miss her

i'm not classically trained at nearly anything
but loving you came so easily
bad quitter
i swear i miss her
i swear i miss her

I hope you read your books, I finally fixed my teeth
I took the pictures down from when you spoke Japanese
i loved you so much, that its finally killing
i want the world for you, what does your father think of me?

i'm not classically trained at nearly anything
But what is home if it's not Jameson, you, and me?
A bad quitter
I swear I miss her
I swear I miss her

I miss the perfume I miss talking to your mom
bad quitter, I swear I miss her