You Wouldn’t Understand

(Fo Chief)
Deep breath, now I'm panickin'
Could it be that or is my blood pressure damagin'
What else is wrong with me, I need to find an answer quick
Before I fall up off the deep end, got me staggerin'
Damn
I'm so sick and tired of (tired of)
All the day to day ish that's got we wired up (wired up)
Got me formulating plans while I fire it up (fire it up)
I'm at the end of my road and my hand is tied up
If you ain't that, you this
But when I rap, I vent
So when I re-direct my pen, it's an accident
I called on help from above, but ain't no answer back
They also say the key to life is love and I ain't havin' that
Damn, yo, it's crazy how the world shifts
A single shot from a Glock, now your world's flipped
Forcin' you to lose ya grip on your own war
Next thing you know you wrapped up in them tourniquets
Cause the turn of events, I find myself alone
Not a matter of sense, she's tryna find her own
Serenity and bliss, and all I find is dial tones
So sick and tired of back and forth's and "I dunno's,"
Well I dunno what do here
Even if it's a new year the past still got me shedding a few tears
Cause at the end of the day, I feel I'm undermanned
Just some thoughts that I arranged you wouldn't understand

CHORUS
Cause you wouldn't understand
(If I told you twice)
Cause you wouldn't understand
(If it was right there in front of you)
Cause you wouldn't understand
(That everyday is a fight)
Cause you wouldn't understand
(I'm here tryna make it right, c'mon)

(Kontrast)
If Any, Act of mine Attracts a Zany Zealot
When I Burn Bridges over the pond, Yonder I Yell this
I see time through Clear Clocks, heard me?
I'm a Xeroxed Xerxes, fear knocks from here to Jersey..
But Don't Dream cause you Won't Wake up
Cause Every Ex Etched is Verbally Vexed from makeup
I Feel the Fruit in ya
These dicks is Used to ya Uvula
I need to stick and move and Get a Grip to find The Truth in ya
But I'm rockin' somethin' you may not understand
Or comprehend, even less or even then
If the answer is "yes," I'm impressed, so let's begin
Where I left, cause now we halfway blessed 'til the end
On a Heated Highway, I'll leave y'all Seated Sideways
In Inverted Inertia, Range 'Round from sound waves
I Jiggle Jokes with Quibble Quotes
And Kick Kings off their throne
And make 'em Piddle when they Ponder of my Pristine zone
Leave you Loquacious
Only Overseeing Our Oasis
Amidst a wasteland of fake shit
Yo I'm possibly Socrates Playin' Monopoly in Monotony
Melodically Mockin' up a Mockery for Mocking me
And that is Not Normal, and Not Noble
So Now is Nothing
But a New Nugget of a Nucleus, unscrupulous
I'm closin' the gap from A to Z like a dribble drill
With a commitment, y'all could meet me in the middle field

CHORUS
Cause you wouldn't understand
(If I told you twice)
Cause you wouldn't understand
(If it was right there in front of you)
Cause you wouldn't understand
(That everyday is a fight)
Cause you wouldn't understand
(I'm here tryna make it right, c'mon)