Peace Out

I miss being in love. I feel like I was never really good at much else. To be fair, I was never terribly good at that either. But on my better days it really helped. I don't know how to be alone without feeling lonely. God, i fucking hate feeling lonely. And while I'm pretty sure no one particularly enjoys feeling lonely, some people deal better than others. I am clearly one of the latter. I don't know why I feel the need to do this. Scrеam about how much I hate myself to a group of strangers, that is. Yеah, it's cathartic to be sure, but this is clearly not healthy behavior. Maybe I need help and the only way I can ask is by hiding behind a guitar. Maybe I'm just an egomaniac. Maybe it's both of these things, I really don't know. Either way, thanks for listening. Have a good night