Wondering

I have been wondering when you will come around
When you will speak aloud
I know you're hiding
I have been wondering how I can push this thing
What falling night will bring
I know you're hiding
Because you wish you were tougher than you are
You don't want the pain but you want the scar
Are you ever gonna take it as far as you're afraid to go?
Now is it starting to seem like this is only a dream?
It's just the dancing of sparks in your head
Have you had too much to drink and are you starting to think
You should be cowering under your bed?
Because you wish you were tougher than you are
You don't want the pain but you want the scar
Are you ever gonna take it as far as you're afraid to go?