Concealed

I got so many questions
Rattling around inside my head
Will I give up, will I give in?
Can I get by the frontline?
Giving too much, will I defend
All that I hold here?
All my life I have tried
Tried so hard not to feel
Pushed it way down inside
Concealed
It's been a chain reaction
Opening the wound for some misled
I gotta try, this could be it
Standing right on the frontline
Gotta know why, better ....
As it all comes near
All my life I have tried
Tried so hard not to feel
Pushed it way down inside
Concealed
I'm smiling over it now
.....
Can't survive if I keep up this face
And I'm holding on to what I can
All I think is real
I'm starting now to understand
Why I could not feel
My life is much more than this
.....
..... so much better than this
I can't pretend
All my life I have tried
Tried so hard not to feel
Pushed it way down inside
Concealed
Can't conceal the pain no more
Anymore
Can't conceal the pain no more