​music is my only friend

Music is my only friend
When i'm ugly & blue
Music is my only friend
When i can't depend on you
Music is my only friend
Until the day i die
I'm not happy in this life
But every day i try to push through
Music ain't a paycheck
But sometimes it turns to cash
Music ain't a cigarette
But my songs are full of ash
Music is an affliction
& sometimes i wish it'd pass
But music is my only friend
& when i'm gone the songs
Are all that will last