Won't Hurt Myself

Why did I dive in

I hit my head

On the bottom of the shallow end

Gave myself brain freeze

When I ate the ice too quick

And I didn't see it coming

I want a gun under my pillow

Watching too much Tarantino

And every day's like Halloween

But I just wanna leave the party

Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to

And give away my heart just like I always do

And now I feel nothing

And I'm losing sleep

But I'm better off without it

I, I won't hurt myself for you

It's like I'm playing Scrabble

Trying to make a word

Using the consonants

I put my fingers in the oven

To feel something

I'm getting nothing

Oh I won't hurt myself the way you want me to

And give away my heart just like I always do

And now I feel nothing

And I'm losing sleep

But I'm better off without it

I, I won't hurt myself for you

I'm like the pieces of a jigsaw

Taking me hours to

Piece it back together

I'm Putting the liquor in the cupboard

Cos I don't need it

I don't need it anymore

Oh I I I...

...won't hurt myself the way you want me to

And give away my heart just like I always do

And now I feel nothing

And I'm losing sleep

But I'm better off without it

I, I won't hurt myself for you