Lost In The Abyss

Loved you once and again
I'd become just your plaything
Nothing had mattered that night
And I realize I had been pulled by your whims

This gravity is crushing me
The exit's not here and so much doubt falls on me

No matter how or when I shout
I wonder if I can be heard

I'm breaking down
And no one understands
That I'm lost in some abyss

It's getting dark
And panic's setting in
I am faced with the end of the world

I just can't understand
Deep inside, there is wanting
Sounds that I've all but shut out
Echoes hollow, unbound. Now I am trapped in a mist

This heaviness is drowning me
I'm slow, can't control the actions I am fighting

I'm grasping at distorted glass
I wonder if I can be seen

I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end
Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend
And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge
Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?

This sight I see is confusing me
I've fallen behind in this revolving city

Reality is like a dream
I wonder if I can exist

I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end
Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend
And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge
Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?

Even as I fall
I'll spread my wings and soar
And I know it's not the end
It's breaking out
This feeling's setting in
I am faced with a sudden silence