Patience and Paranoia

Maybe you never really fall out of love?
Maybe you just stop pretending
Or thinking there’s anyway that this’ll work out
Because you know we’re not worth defending

Trying futile compliments in vain it's berserk
You end up more annoyed than before
I end up frustrated and you’re still upset
'cuz we just don't work

Maybe you never really fall out of love
Maybe you just bide your time
You’re waiting for your future to catch up with your past and it all falls in line

The machine it fell apart I think that we lost a wheel
As if it ever ran right before
Finally the smoke will clear don’t ask me for help
Because I’m not there

In case you’re wondering I’m singing
About a blackened sun
That’s eclipsing the beauty I saw in you
The beauty's that we’re done
Still I’m not ready to see you as a friend

Maybe you never really fall out of love?
Maybe you just stop pretending
Or thinking there’s anyway that this’ll work out
Because you know we’re not worth defending

The machine it fell apart I think that we lost a wheel
As if it ever ran right before
Finally the smoke will clear don’t ask me for help
Because I’m not there

In case you’re wondering I’m singing
About a blackened sun
That’s eclipsing the beauty I saw in you
The beauty's that we’re done
Still I’m not ready to see you as a friend

It's unsurprising, yet still untimely
Please believe me, this wasn’t easy

It’s time to surrender ourselves to giving up
It’s not how I feel about you, I didn’t love you enough
You’ll always be a beautiful flower, but your thorns cut me up
To frolic through your field was heaven but these memories are never enough!