Dejected and isolated

[Intro]
Ayy, ayy

[Verse 1]
I started bleeding and I cannot stop it
Took in the [?] to find me a manager
Managed to live for the slum
But I fucked up and my body is numb
I sleep outside like a bum
Even though I have a bed
[?]
Burn off like some weed [?] stress
I know this isn't a test
But I can see God doesn't exist

[Chorus]
If you wanna follow me, I'll take you down
I'm waiting in the shadows, like, right now
I've got nothing to lose
I've got myself to prove

If you wanna follow me, I'll take you down
I'm waiting in the shadows, like, right now
I've got nothing to lose
I've got myself to prove

[Verse 2]
I am chasing a mile
First high, ever day
Takin' the pain away
Takin' the shamе away
Dejected and isolatеd
No escape
Cremate my body
Yea, shit's fucked to space
Afterlife, death fully believe that is my fate
Burberry swishers, [?], ayy

[Bridge]
Meet me at midnight, down at the lake
You will get to know what its like to feel pain
Like I have felt for so long
Like I have felt for so long

Meet me at midnight, down at the lake
You will get to know what its like to feel pain
Like I have felt for so long
Like I have felt for so long

[Chorus]
If you wanna follow me, I'll take you down
I'm waiting in the shadows, like, right now
I've got nothing to lose
I've got myself to prove

If you wanna follow me, I'll take you down
I'm waiting in the shadows, like, right now
I've got nothing to lose
I've got myself to prove