Gone

Wade over water
Shame in deceit

There's a prisoner falling in tow
All the blame lies with me

I'll be gone
Ever so am I humiliated
Never so denied, received and hated
Episodic low, breathing in slowly
Never saw me go, weaving into the night

If it's all deterioration
If that's all then mine's awasted in
Efforts all to recreate my life
Debtor's wall impedes creation
Endless hope and mine's been wasted enough
If a soul, if He could save my light

Having seen no mirth
I've been crawling for days on short leash
If they set my worth how am I rated?

Maybe it's not alright
Maybe it's not a life
Maybe it's not a life
Maybe it's not a life