No Savior, No Last Rites

I tuned it all out like the static
That rang in my ears way back when
The warmth of the hope, when I had it
What I’d give to get that back again

They’re saying that hell is a place for me
But I’m convinced that I’ve already seen
The worst that this life has to offer
“It’s all god’s plan; a means to an end”
I wanna feel love for myself again
But the tides keep pulling me back
Does life mean a thing
When the truth can’t set you free?

I don’t want to die
But I can’t live this life