God Complex

Let it kill you; let it hasten your decay
I look back with bloodshot eyes
Wishing that there could have been a better way
I left the home we built exactly as you left it
Picture frames all left in ruin
A solemn display of a life of conflict
Every time I see my face, I swear to god I see you there

So I guess if it's all the same to you
I think I'm gonna let it go, 'cause what's the use?
“Let's get it back, let's get it back now"
I wanna save us, but I don't know how
The world kept spinning; I couldn't make it stop for anyone
I fought against my god complex, and how I wish I could have won

Four years pass
And I still feel the same pain coursing through my veins
I’d hoped that time would make it easier
Or the drugs would help me keep my mind sane
There’s not much more that I can chalk up to my name
I’ve suspended the grief, and let the rest all but bury me
Every time I see my face, I want so badly to see you there

So I guess if it's all the same to you
I think I'm gonna let it go, 'cause what's the use?
“Let's get it back, let's get it back now"
I wanna save us, but I don't know how
The world kept spinning; I couldn't make it stop for anyone
I fought against my god complex, and how I wish I could have won
How I wish I could have won

I stood face to face with Death to spite the life you gave me
I’ll admit I’m a fucking mess
So leave my life to chance and let fate have the upper hand

Forgive me now for giving up
I fought against my god complex
And how I wish I would have won

So I guess if it's all the same to you
I think I'm gonna let it go, 'cause what's the use?
“Let's get it back, let's get it back now"
I wanna save us, but I don't know how
The world kept spinning; I couldn't make it stop for anyone
I fought against my god complex, and how I wish I could have won