Mess It Up Mad

How are you today ?
Are you holding on ?
Did you rest, did you eat well, say what's going on ?

Am I bothering you now ?
Waiting for a smile
Let me cheer you up please

I don't know how to make you happy
You said you were but then you left me, left me
I'll make you happy
You say I couldn't so you left me

Everything we did was all about me
I'm sorry, I love you
Anything you want I give you right here
Don't worry, I got you
How did I mess it up mad
I could kill myself right now -
Don't deserve you but I'll try -
It's a promise, eye to eye
How did I mess it up mad ?

How am I today ?
Think I'm holding on
It's a mess
But I'm okay
And I feel strong

It's been long without you here
Left this song hopping
You would come back dear

I didn't know how to be happy
I thought I did until you left me, left me
Needed to find peace,
needed to grow up and you let me

But everything we did was not about me
I'm sorry, if I hurt you
Anything I want I give it to me
Don't worry, still got you
We did not mess it up mad
I could kiss myself right now
We deserve to love and try
Let's be honest you and I
Just to not mess it up mad

No one here to blame
You know when it starts
Never when it ends
You gave me"