You're Only Sad When You're Alone

Where have they gone to now, they've left me here alone
Miles away, yet here I stay, I'm shiv'ring in the cold
I'm peering out but everything's so far away
And I had never thought that things would be this way
Everyone is walking straight and I'm just feeling lost
Paralyzed, undignified, my soul begins to rot
I'm helpless and I'm trapped inside my apathy
Something's gotta change so I'll be free of me
Where do I go to now that everything's gone bust
All my doors are slamming shut, my chances closing up
The walls surrounding me are quickly caving in
I gotta go, I wouldn't know where I'd begin
I feel so disconnected here it's like I don't belong
Even though a part of me has known it all along
All the while pretending that I'm someone else
In the end, to my regret, I lost myself

Nothing's gone to plan
All my dreams are dead
When nothing goes to plan
I just tell myself
Nothing's gone to plan
All my dreams are dead
When nothing goes to plan
I wish you said

You're only sad when you're alone and that is the truth
You're only left behind when they're ahead of you too
Now you're stuck here wondering just what you can do
But there is so much more in store just waiting for you

I crave the way she looked at me, it made me feel so loved
I miss her insecurities it made me think I'm tough
And all this time I took them all for granted
Some sick, sadistic fantasy inside my head
Everybody's moving on and I'm just standing still
All my time is running out, I'm running up a hill
And I don't wanna end up like those other guys
I always thought that I would surely have my time

Nothing's gone to plan
All my dreams are dead
When nothing goes to plan
I just tell myself
Nothing's gone to plan
All my dreams are dead
When nothing goes to plan
I wish you said

You're only sad when you're alone and that is the truth
You're only left behind when they're ahead of you too
Now you're stuck here wondering just what you can do
But there is so much more in store just waiting for you