So Broken

If I saw myself, crossing the road
I would put my foot down, slam it to the ground
I'd want it to hurt... It's what I deserve

And if I found myself drowning at sea
I would take the anvil that you gave me
Calmly and quietly to the ocean floor

And im so broken
And what's worse, I've broken others
Each lie I've spoken
Seemed to lead to another

And if I found myself dancing in flame
And you offered me wings
I would remain...
Calmly and quietly, ashes to the floor