The Path To Oblivion

What in the world have I done to my poor child?
Silently I feel her breath running warm and softly
across my chest
And I try to understand
My misery, Do I owe you this much?

(Hate me, leave me, lock me)
And I cry, cause I tried, now I plead my sanity to
God
(Hate me, leave me, kill me)
In her name, I didn?t hesitate, Oh dear lord please
take my life

Bitter Oblivion awaits at the end (awaits at the end)
Where thousands of images are floating inside my head
The harder I?m struggling, the deeper I?m falling
Forgive me daughter, my demons have finally aroused

As I sink into the mist, I can hear my spirit hoping,
for her to understand
Finally walk out through that door, walking blind
across that corridor
There was no escape

Silent, I walk away, feared to serve her wicked grin;
I?m rotting in my darkest sin
Silent, I run away, close beyond the frontal gate,
worry not, oblivion awaits
Take my life, I?m drowning in despair, and must now
take my own bail

I disbelieve, the pandemonium I have unleashed,
Hear my lady madness? prayer: I?m missing you in hell,
there?s no escape for you, Oh can?t you listen to the
bell?

Why can?t I see the light?
Why can?t I be a man?
Was I just meant to serve your wicked humor? Please
tell me God!

Is there a path to life?
Is there a path to follow you?
Betrayal was the spit I got from you by living this
duel

(Grab a pen to write, a goodbye kiss to you)
My beautiful and young daughter Sophia
(Always gave me pride) or should I call you Lillian, I
don?t know, anymore, all I want is never to hurt you
again
(Wish to see you later on, through)

Time, slowly fading
Lost, I?m consumed by hatred
Hate, always by my side
Death, this will be the end

Her, as I will remember
Mine, she will always be
Nothing, don?t tell me now
I vanish in the air

Take a handful, swallow it all
Let the reaper make its call
I?m done with praying, done with trying, done with
crying
The time has come to take my fall
Teorema II

A thin pressure calls out from my shirt
My last cigarette is left within a gird
Allow this indulgence, before you face death
Maybe you?ll find your life is not as sad

Not as sad!

Now I want to live, this is my last chance
I promise I?ll wake up and do what is best

New agony is burning, suddenly into my chest
Can?t take it no more, I?m lying to rest
I?m finally dying, though now I was fighting
It wasn?t my own to decide, it?s my time to say
goodbye

?Irony is a wingless dove finding its way through the
abyss?

Bitter Oblivion awaits at the end (awaits at the end)
And the pain?s getting deeper with each given step
I?m wandering with no stars to guide through my way
Carrying the weight of my life, these binding chains