Words I Never Said

I see you with him
I know that you're happy
The feeling of heartache
Is never relaxing
I hate that I'm wishing
That you were with me
Instead
Yeah
I'm no longer laughing
At jokes that we made
Cause everything difficult with him in the way
I know it's my jealously the feelings so strange
So strange
These are the words that I never said
I wish I was upfront but
Facing you makes my thoughts go wild
I lose track of them all
These are the words that I never said
I wish I said them all cause
Maybe you'd be more than a friend
Or things wouldn't change at all
Do you ever wonder?
If I met you first
Would we be closer?
Or further for worse?
Cause all that I'm saying is I think we could work
Don't you?
We could go on adventures
Exploring the world
Take you to your favorite city
I'll show you your worth
Just come take my hand and
I promise will make it
We can make it
These are the words that I never said
I wish I was upfront but
Facing you makes my thoughts go wild
I lose track of them all
These are the words that I never said
I wish I said them all cause
Maybe you'd be more than a friend
Or things wouldn't change at all