excuses

Driving in my car
Just seventeen
Tell me all the things you don’t mean
Reaching out
Touching me
Why do I rely on energy
One day we’ll be matching
One day we’ll be queens
We can visit every library
Together
One day you’ll give signals
I won’t even see
And I’ll make excuses
Can’t we
Say how we feel
Live out our dreams
Never feel the need
For one apology
I need a sign
Just to move on
But I have no excuses
To keep me holding on
How did it get to be this long
But maybe it’s the end
How did I not realize we’ve always been friends
I’ve always been caught
Up in my own head
With my own thoughts
Cause I thought
One day we’d be matching
One day we’d be queens
We could visit every library
Together
Now you’re giving signals
Right in front of me
And I’ll make no excuses
Can’t we
Say how we feel
Live out our dreams
Never feel the need
For one apology
I need a sign
Just to move on
But I have no excuses
To keep me holding on
But every time
I get the slightest sign
You enter my mind
Done with that shit
Done with those excuses
Can’t we
Say how we feel
Live out our dreams
Never feel the need
For one apology
I need a sign
Just to move on
But I have no excuses
To keep me holding on