For You

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look how i spend my time
where did my drive go
he looks suicidal
only on the inside tho
i know u gon make it
and turn this thing around to where it used to be
but how long will it be til i am who i thought i really was
and who I really was
did he really love
did have these feelings
i've lost my trust
come with me I know u want to
see what I got over here
i'll need your full attention for this
you'll be safe wherever I am
you been living out of fear
looking back you'll find there's nothing you miss
This life ain't for you
This life ain't for you
Get out before you
Cannot control you
Look at the old you
I thought I told you
Now this just old news
its been a while
since i've felt something real
whats there to feel when you're not even here
cause we pour it up
and then u take it off
you dont think your hot enough
so the lights are off
man fuck that its ok
i need to get away
i need to find a place for me to be myself
its just there so much around me i cant have just fucking me up right now
i like to think that you knew, that you knew
what you were getting into, into
i love to think that you knew you knew,
what you were getting into no its not for you at all
this life aint for you