Opaque

I wear every chapter of my history right here upon my shoulder
A hapless captain of some mystery my eyes already told ya
You've seen the ending of the movie, there's nothing to authenticate
Can you see right through me? 'Cause there was nothing there in the first place

It's so obvious to the audience when I need another retake
What I wouldn't give to not be learning brand new ways to ache
Can I keep undеrcover when therе's no more cover to take?
What I wouldn't give to be a little, a little more opaque

No matter how much I protest, I feel my cabin pressure failing
Would I even be reaching for this oxygen if my friends never made me?
All the self that I've been soothing, trying to domesticate
The effort I spent proving there was nothing there in the first place

It's so obvious to the audience when I need another retake
What I wouldn't give to not be learning brand new ways to ache
Can I keep undercover when there's no more cover to take?
What I wouldn't give to be a little, a little more opaque

It's so obvious to the audience when I need another retake
What I wouldn't give to not be learning brand new ways to ache
Can I keep undercover when there's no more cover to take?
What I wouldn't give to be a little, a little more opaque