Reminiscing

I'm reminiscing bout everything that happened along the journey
I've learned from my mistakes and try not to have any worries
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me
I'm reminiscing bout the people I met on the journey
The high times, the low times, the times I didn't worry
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me
If I could go back to change what happened, I wouldn't touch a single moment
I would do it all the same but this time I'd actually own it
Celebrate my successes rather than reminisce on my past failures
And give praise to the most greater for actually answering my prayers
Through all the trial and errors, I never thought I'd succeed
Like this is hard to believe that I actually achieved
What I thought was impossible and could barely perceive
Now I'm chilling with glee looking at everything around me
If you'd asked me months ago where I thought I'd see myself in the future
I would've said long gone with truth faded to rumor
About what went on with me allowing it to humor
Their curiosity while I wanted it to end sooner
But now I see that it happened the way it did for a reason
I may never fully know why but it didn't leave me beaten
Those dark times mixed with good in harmonious cohesion
Made me who I am taking me to my Eden
I'm reminiscing bout everything that happened along the journey
I've learned from my mistakes and try not to have any worries
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me
I'm reminiscing bout the people I met on the journey
The high times, the low times, the times I didn't worry
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me
So many people walked in and out of my life, it was hard to manage
Some thought they could use me for their personal advantage
While for others I didn't know our time was short so I took it for granted
So I'm reminiscing back on the good times that happened
Now I'm surrounded by the people I care most about
That have stuck by my side without any doubt
Taking life one day at a time making new memories
Going with the flow, having fun the way we're supposed to be
If we don't talk for whatever the reason I wish you the best
Know I don't hold anything against you let's just give it a rest
At one point or another, to me you meant the world
I hope you reach your dreams and everything you preferred
Now I don't want to go through life thinking about what-ifs
So I had to move on and I'm finally feeling bliss
From the last time we talked I became who I was meant to be
And now I'm seeing it all come together and the rest of it is history
I'm reminiscing bout everything that happened along the journey
I've learned from my mistakes and try not to have any worries
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me
I'm reminiscing bout the people I met on the journey
The high times, the low times, the times I didn't worry
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me
Looking back I let it hurt me one time too many
And you can see the trace it left before it became too heavy
For me to bear until I just had to give up and ultimately bury
All my emotions deep beneath the covers I created already
Everything around me reminds me of all those moments so precious
That it sometimes hurts kuz those emotions were too infectious
At that time I didn't realize how hard it would affect us
Until I saw that it was getting to reckless
But I learned from what you put me through to not go back
Push myself forward without getting too attached
I'll stop overdoing it, I won't get off track
From what I set my sights on, the destination of my path
Those times long gone but Still Right Here in my mind
That young kid with hopes and dreams trying to stay in line
Those times were fun but I'm leaving them behind
It may be hard to Grow Up but I guess it's time
I'm reminiscing bout everything that happened along the journey
I've learned from my mistakes and try not to have any worries
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me
I'm reminiscing bout the people I met on the journey
The high times, the low times, the times I didn't worry
Imma just keep pushing through kuz it's what I've been told to do
And looking back on life will no longer hurt me