Hourglass

I've tried to
Clear my mind
But everything I do
Just folds with time
Self remedies stopped working
I'm losing all hope
Now I'm sitting on the ground
Barely in control
I'm finally running out of patience, I don't know if I wanna face it,
No more energy, I can't take it
I'm going off the track, I don't think I'll ever get back,
Against me, the odds are fully stacked
I wanna throw in the rag, I'm finally feeling the defeat
I guess it's time to raise the white flag
I can't take it any longer, they told me I'd get stronger
But this isn't something I can conquer
I see the sand falling down
It's burying me alive
In the sorrow I'm drowning
Just trying to survive
These thoughts contain me
I'm running out of time
I hope this will pass
Break the hourglass
I'm in an endless cycle
That's killing me slowly
It's an downward spiral
And nothing's below me
With each second going by
I wanna keep up the fight
I'm done feeling trapped
Break the hourglass
I want you
To know I'll be fine
Not anytime soon
But I'm not surprised
I'm looking for a way out
Of this bitterness
I'm being held down
Try to break the surface
Guess my time has finally come
I don't wanna be on the run from myself and what I've become
My conscience is breaking through, man he's tearing me apart
I don't know what I'm going to do
I've been trying to see things clearer
But he's staring through the mirror waiting to pull the trigger
I can't take it any longer, I'm working to get stronger, this time I will conquer
I see the sand falling down
It's burying me alive
In the sorrow I'm drowning
Just trying to survive
These thoughts contain me
I'm running out of time
I hope this will pass
Break the hourglass
I'm in an endless cycle
That's killing me slowly
It's a downward spiral
And nothing's below me
With each second going by
I wanna keep up the fight
I'm done feeling trapped
Break the hourglass