Eventually

It's crazy to think about where I am right now
It's crazy to think about what I've been put through
It's been a long journey to get me this far
And I still got a long road ahead of me
Yo
Putting my past behind me, I'm focusing on the future
Can't let mistakes define me, I won't listen to the rumors
Far ahead the light is shining, the darkness I'm moving through her
The people that stuck beside me, the numbers are getting fewer
I've prayed to God to take away all of my agony
But I've been told that it's only a formality
That life threw at me and now I'm finally at capacity
I want to forget about it so I can go live casually (Aye)
I've written everything down so I could keep a record
Of what happened so I don't feel the pressure
Of the pain and I can give the rest my best effort
That way I'll never have to worry about going back down there ever again
Keep my head held high and walk away and pretend 
That nothing ever happened so I can make amends 
With the demons that I've had and I'll be able to commend 
Myself for the way I'm progressing so I can ascend 
Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this
Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss
Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent
Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content
Eventually Imma work my up to the top
Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop
Eventually I'll be able claim victory
Live my best life and the rest will be history
I'm trying to surround myself with only positivity
Forget all the beefing, forget the negativity 
We had problems before but I'm glad we moved on
Now our friendships restored and were looking beyond
Now some of y'all checked up on me when I felt like a prisoner 
Of my own mind wishing for when the times were much simpler
I'm grateful you guys were there to help me when I felt insecure
I wanna specifically thank a couple people in particular 
You made my week when you locked us out with the engine running
I know I can turn to you when I feel like I'm struggling 
Lucky you're in my life, you've talked me out of giving up
You're the reason I keep working to tell them what's up
And hermana how could I forget all that time that we talked
When we had nothing to do so they made us go for a walk
We told about so much don't forget the secrets we swapped
That mom and dad might never know and we'd be dead if we're caught 
Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this
Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss
Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent
Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content
Eventually Imma work my up to the top
Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop
Eventually I'll be able claim victory
Live my best life and the rest will be history
Eventually there'll come a time when I won't feel all the weight placed
On my shoulders of the expectations I constantly face
To be the perfect guy that everybody wants me to embrace
And I'll no longer feel like anything I do is a disgrace
Eventually I'll sleep comfortably without overthinking things
Won't be afraid to miss if I step up to the plate and swing
As I find the girl who makes me soar and makes me feel like the king
I know I can be without being pushed to the brink
Eventually I'll be pleased with the way that I appear 
Push myself to the limit, when it hurts its time to persevere 
Working on up Imma kick it into high gear
Look good, feel good, man that's something I adhere
Eventually I'll complete the path and finally reach my end goal
Actually face the facts instead of going down a black hole
Conquer my dark thoughts I'll finally be in control
The peace that I obtain I will always extol
Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this
Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss
Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent
Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content
Eventually Imma work my up to the top
Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop
Eventually I'll be able claim victory
Live my best life and the rest will be history
Eventually I'll be able to look back at all this
Laugh it off and I'll be able to feel bliss
Eventually Imma make it to 100 percent
Everything will turn out fine and I'll finally be content
Eventually Imma work my way up to the top
Once I get going, you can bet I'm not gonna stop
Eventually I'll be able to claim victory
Live my best life and the rest will be history