Unframed

I'm feeling like I don't belong

I remember when we spoke back then
I was cold and insincere

I was just nineteen and so naive
And didn't care what you feel

Now I see

My father's one and only
Call is what could have saved me

I've seen your face
In pictures with names
That never were framed

She never framed you

I can't place the blame, you gave her pain
But she lied to me for years

Though she gave me live, I wonder why
She never even feared

That I would

Grow up so self-destructive
Fucked up and indecisive

I've seen your face
In pictures with names
That never were framed

You were not there
You did not care
I'm not myself
I need to get my life
I need to take my life back

I've seen your face in pictures unframed
I've seen your face in pictures unframed

I've seen your face
In pictures with names
That never were framed

That never were framed

Who am I?
Today

El Nino