Surrounded

[Verse 1]
The road that I embrace remains my own choice
A moment of silence, I can hear no voice
Rejoice my state of mind, destined to reach the point
By not looking back at the past, decaying to moist
Will not disappoint myself or my beliefs
I'm almost there, tryna set myself free
My current mood ecstasy, rise independently
But the further I go I sense traits of anxiety
My brain worry 'bout potential of failure
Mixed emotions, and bodily strange behaviors
Erasing my confidence, slowly but surely
As I try fighting back, Karma showing no mercy
Aware of my actions, hanging from a thin thread
Realize no going back where I been at
To choose my own destiny until my last breath
But the path that I walk is surrounded by death

[Hook]
Wandering, sometimes I wonder why
I've done all these things that you despise
Under my flesh, insanity rising
Surrounded by death and all these lost lives

[Verse 2]
I'm feeling empty, cold, alone and abandoned
With no soul left, perished when I took action
Distracted by own selfish ideas and clashed with...
Psychological perspectives turning into madness
Completely gone postal, responsible for all of this
To follow this, you're clearly obsessed, acknowledging...
Your sorrowless, keep a straight face while demolishing
My opposition panicking to abolish their politics
My sins bottomless, never was an optimist
So if you curse my name, I'll take it as a compliment
No monuments, hated by history
The reasons behind these actions will become a mystery
Closer to the end of the path, I'm now surrounded
Shrouded in a mist, and angry people shouting
And quickly suspecting my judgment is clouded
Dead bodies surrounding, and plenty more counting

[Hook]
Wandering, sometimes I wonder why
I've done all these things that you despise
Under my flesh, insanity rising
Surrounded by death and all these lost lives