​i shudn’t

[Intro]
[?]
It's fucking— everything's fucked
[?]
I'm fucking done (Doin')
​ego mackey

[Chorus]
Doin' what I shouldn't, always gotta push it
Crack, yeah, we can cook it, all the evil, oh, you wouldn't
You know you couldn't, judge me by how I'm lookin'
Smokin' dope and I took it
Doin', doin' what I shouldn't, always gotta go and push it
Crack, yeah, we can cook it, all the evil, know you wouldn't
You know you couldn't, judge me by how I'm lookin'
Smokin' dope and I took it
Doin' what I shouldn't, always gotta push it

[Verse 1]
Don't you see what you losin'? Can't see what I'm doin'
All these drugs, who I'm foolin', I'm a fiend, dirty nuisance
[?] get to rulin', I'ma get to choosin'
I'ma keep on usin' 'cause I got me approval
You ain't gon' understand, dope I'm smokin' out of cans
Used to go and press Xans, anything for a little cash
Gotta get even halves, half a milligram in my glass
With the drink, just to last, give a fuck what I couldn't have

[Chorus]
Yeah, doin' what I shouldn't, always gotta go and push it
Crack, we can cook it, all the evil, know you wouldn't
You know you couldn't, judge me by how I'm lookin'
Smokin' dope, yeah, I took it
Doin', doin' what I shouldn't, always gotta go and push it
Crack, yeah, we can cook it, all the evil, know you wouldn't
You know you couldn't, judge me by how I'm lookin'
Smokin' dope, yeah, I took it
Doin' what I shouldn't, I always gotta push it

[Verse 2]
I'm so sick, I'm so sick, I'm so sick, still sick
With a stick, with a stick, fuck this shit, fuck shit
Yeah, [?] my seal, got clear cut
Yeah, got all these pressed pills, got my mail
Yeah, I got fentanyl, it won't help, putrid
But the mix might kill my soul [?]
Know a high doesn't feel, doesn't love me back, never will
Just make it all a little less real
Overdose until I can't, 'til I can't fuckin' feel
Goin' back to my evil, you think I'm gonna live my life legal?
You worried 'bout seals, get all your pints, steal
Lost my mind to the lethal, don't ask me 'bout no needles

[Bridge]
Overdose 'til I can't feel
Goin' back, yeah, to my evil
Lost my mind, yeah, to that lethal
Don't ask me about no fuckin' needles

[Chorus]
Yeah, doin' what I shouldn't, always gotta go and push it
Crack, yeah, we can cook it, all the evil, know you wouldn't
You know you couldn't, judge me by how I'm lookin'
Smokin' dope, and I took it
Doin', doin' what I shouldn't, always gotta go and push it
Crack, yeah, we can cook it, all the evil, know you wouldn't
You know you couldn't, judge me by how I'm lookin'
Smokin' dope, and I took it
Doin' all that I shouldn't, I always gotta go and push it

[Outro]
No, don't— don't worry 'bout me, I'ma be fine
I know I'm doin' right, at least I think I do
I'm— I'm pretty safe, you know what I'm sayin'?
I wish, uh, you stay safe, you know what I'm sayin'?
I love you, even if you hate my shit, that's great, I love that
Appreciate that