A 1000 Kisses Ago

My mind is
Out of focus
And my eyes tear up
Whenever you say "Love"

Well Love (I don't think)
Shouldn't really feel like this
And Love (I don't think)
If this is all that it is

I don't, I don't think
Think we can sustain it
With all the fights we had
About nothing

And you'd get angry
At my silence
Because you knew
You made me blue

'Cause you didn't stop to hear
My tiny glass heart breaking

All this was written down
In silence
In fear of consequence

I get bored
When I think of it
But still I love you
Like I did
All those
Thousand kisses ago.