Pathetic

[verse 1]
Hard sun, it's getting hot today
Rough heat, my tongue's too dry to say
The pain that digs into my head
The pain that digs into my head
My friends are taking a distance
I'm still a kid but they are men
I talk too much into my songs
I talk too much about my own obsessions

[Chorus]
Whatever how hard I try, I stay the same
I have to learn how to live with that fucking brain
I'm not gentle, I'm not pretty, I'm not clever
I'm not a boy, but I'm not a girl neither
I know, this is
So pathetic

[verse 2]
Hard sun, think I'm gonna stay home
Big deal, because I'm all alone
Summer, sounds like it's gonna be
Bitter, without someone to see
In me, I've got like a machine
That speaks, sometimes instead of me
I know, I look like a monster
I know, I look like a demon
Or a moron

[Chorus]
Whatever how hard I try, I stay the same
I have to learn how to live with that fucking brain
I'm not gentle, I'm not pretty, I'm not clever
I'm not a boy, but I'm not a girl neither
I know, this is
So pathetic

[break]
Sorry for my crude words
For acting like a turd
Sorry if I'm laughing loud
If I fly away like a cloud
Jerk off 'bout your booty
Yeahn I know, I'm sorry
I can't be understood
I'm always in a bad mood
'cause I'm pathetic
Yeah, that's pathetic
Well, that's pathetic 'cause...

[Chorus]
Whatever how hard I try, I stay the same
I have to learn how to live with that fucking brain
I'm not gentle, I'm not pretty, I'm not clever
I'm not a boy, but I'm not a girl neither
I know that I'm
So pathetic